坚持

需要多少勇气，才决定了放手。

在夜里想起时，心有如被刀狠狠的割了。

有好多心事，都往心里吞。

问候？关心？

跟着岁月流逝了。

但是，我会坚强地走下去。

要证明，我的日子会如往常一样好。

ps. nothing in specific. just random thoughts :)

xoxo.

Strong.

Hello readers. 

Started my contract job ever since Tuesday

& so far i am enjoying :)

Learnt MORE stuffs as well.

Just a little tired :/

So i got rejected by NTU

was quite disappointed with it :(

Now hoping that i was offered courses i like in NUS/Local Universities.

*prays*

I can't wait for road trips with my friends after my contract ends.

I need a break !

I need a getaway !

I can't wait for Broga Hill.

I can't wait for Penang Trip.

Till then.

xoxo.

Thoughts II

I need inspirations to blog.

Was overwhelmed with applications and decisions.

Which course to choose?

Which universities?

What are the future careers?

What interest me the most?

Did i make the right choice?

After being in this world for almost 20 years,

I learnt that my life was never easy

AND

full of circumstances.

I been through the hard way and all this experience shaped me to into who i am today.

I am thankful that i have a bunch of true friends who are always by my side.

I am thankful that i have family members that are always supportive and respect my decisions.

I am thankful because I met wonderful people along my journey in life.

I am thankful for those who hurt me along the way because you made me stronger.

I will never give up because I know I can do it.

Better future awaits.

Till then.

Love.

Jia Lin

You will be missed.

I have so much things to update.

Yet so little time.

Yesterday, i lost my uncle.

It was all so sudden and unexpected.

I can vividly remember how we joked last week when i met him during Cheng Beng.

"Why walked all the way back up? Just whatsapp your ancestor!"

I couldn't accept the fact that i lost my uncle.

The uncle who came up with a story why I always do well in my examinations.

Just because in Chinese, my name sounds like "Add Zero"

So no matter how badly i did, 

my results will always have a extra zero at the back that makes a 100%

And when i scrolled through your Facebook,
I realized you even created a event called "JiaLin Poh Birthday"
and you clicked attending.
I was so surprised that i only saw this now.
And it was too late to even say Thank You.

Why must such cruel incident happened?

Tears can't stop flowing ever since i got to know about the news yesterday.

May You Rest in Peace - Dearest Uncle Kheng Lye.

You will be remembered & loved.

Thoughts.

Its 1.51 am right now.
And i am still awake typing this blog post.
Am i nervous? Am i scared?
Of course, who doesn't?

Taking my results in 11 hours?
Glad that i am able to meet all my friends again :)
But worried that i might not get satisfactory results.

To be honest,
I think i am a perfectionist.
I want to be at my best at all time.
I am "kia-su" all the time.

But after the results.
What will my future route be?
Local Universities? Private Universities? Overseas?
Which course should i study?

OMG.
i think i should stop.
before i ended up wide awake until tomorrow morning.

will update soon.

till then.

1M4U Reach Out Youth Convention

Hello readers :)

So as most of you know, i went up to KL last Friday night just to go for the 1M4U Reach Out Youth Convention on Saturday to meet my favorite Youtube Singer - Jason Chen *grins*

Reach Taylors Lakeside University at approx 8am in the morning. Met up with Megan & Nellie & join in the queue to secure ourselves the Meet & Greet tickets :D

Rushed up to the RSVP queue once the registration starts.

Surprisingly, we managed to get the Meet & Greet tickets as the registration and Meet & Greet for first 50 registrants are at different location.

The convention started with talks by some inspiring speakers like Tan Sri Tony Fernandes, Puspha Basnet, Scott Hammell, Deborah Henry & Youtubers ( JinnyBoy, Jason Chen, David Choi, Chester See )

I was really inspired by their will to success. 

For example, 

When life gives you lemon, instead of sour, they take it as something sweet. 

Don't wait for the light, be the light.

& many many other inspirational quotes.

Another exciting thing ! Jason Chen spotted me in his Music Never Sleep t-shirt & asked for my name when the convention was going on :D *ahhhh!!!*

Next, i went for the Meet & Greet together with Nellie, Megan & another 3 girls i met in 1M4U :D

The Meet & Greet only last for 5 seconds? Group photo, greet & bye :(

But i managed to received a warm hug from Jason :D *jumps around*

The night was what the main event was for - CONCERT !

Most importantly, Jason is performing :D

He sang five songs !!

No doubt, Chester & David are amazingly good too!

After their performances, all the fans ran towards to see if they can get a photo with the Youtubers.

& after waiting for quite long.

I saw Jason came out & i waved my Polaroid camera giving him signs that i want a photo with him *shy*

& he walked towards my direction & took a photo with me :D *double happiness*

I even gave him one of the polaroid we took :D

Hopes that he will remember me & keep the polaroid !

I will be going to his Showcase in Singapore end of March :D

Meeting him again :D

YAY!

Jason <3

Nellie, Megan & Me :D

The girls i met in 1M4U :D It was great meeting you all :)

话说开后，感觉真好。

终于，按了传递的按钮。

把短讯传了出去。

把所有想说的话，说了。

开心的是，我没有想象中的脆弱。

还以为会大哭一场。

但是，我没有 :)

手机响了，开来一看，你回短讯了。

短讯里的一字一句，反复读了好多遍。

想了又想，决定了。

是时候，放下了。

就算是多不舍得，多不愿意。

要咬紧牙关，走过去。

安慰的是，你依然是我认识的你。

依然是，那永远给我力量了你。

很多人说，距离会令友情破裂。

但是我知道，我们之间，不会有这个问题。

因为，我知道，你在乎。

两年的等待，我不后悔。